I suppose I should begin by explaining the title to this post "Dear Daddy..." well, John is off and running on another adventure....or I guess just continuing on the same unorganized and unpredictable path that employment as a research technician has taken him! After we got back from Boise, we waved goodbye as he left for a weeks worth of work in Bonner's Ferry (3 hrs north), well, that was short lived because the river was at flood stage and they couldn't accomplish what they needed, so we were surprised to find him home 3 days later (just as we were kinda gettin used to being the 3 Musketeers with him gone) 10 o'clock that night his phone rings, and he's set back in motion re-packing to go help another research project move along in Cascade (4 hrs south)...well, he's really gone this time for two solid weeks, up in the mountains where he doesn't get cell service, and they work such long hours that he literally has NO time to drive down the mountain to call us :( We're missing him something fierce, but I think he's missing us more; away from the comfort of home, the soft giggles and snuggles of little children, home cooked meals and the lovin companionship of a wife (the cold hard ground aint to invitin after a long day of work!)SOOOOOOO even though we can't talk now, we will get a chance, but I KNOW I'll forget SOOOO many adorable, wonderful and even frustrating things that he missed out on, that I normally would talk and laugh with him about, and counsel with him on....So I've decided every few days to post about the latest goings on at our house, SO when he's back he can read all about it and hopefully know how much he's loved and was missed!!!
Dear Daddy....yesterday we went for a walk downtown to the farmers market....we had fun peeking in the booths, smelling fresh flowers and visiting the rattlesnake at the gem shop, we wanted to watch him get fed, but they feed him on Fridays now because he gets stage fright on Saturdays with SO many people around.....we had a nice afternoon napping and reading books, before dinner we took Travis out to get your truck, and then went to get groceries, after dinner we had a nice long bath and then snuggled up on the camo mat to watch "Tooth Fairy 2" that we rented from the library, it was a funny movie that Mommy and Carter really liked....Owen just crawled around like a crazy man throwing toys at our heads!
Today we went to church, Carter wore her new pink flower dress that Grandma Debbie picked out for her, she looked like a princess! Tonight Carter and Owen got to play at Grandma Gail's so that Mommy could go to choir practice (what a nice little break for Mom!!!) These pictures are from tonight, we wanted to show you how good we were for Mommy when we brushed out teeth....can you see what good tooth brushers we are??? And what fun too!!!!
Owen is getting better at actually brushing his teeth, and tried to do it just like Mom or Carter, he's quite proud of himself.... if you can't tell by the smirk on his face! Carter is really good at it too, so obedient and careful to make sure we can hear the "chh chhh shhh chhh shhh" sound while she brushes!!! (Can you hear her sweet little voice saying "Look at me Mommy....watch me Mommy"...?
2 Posers....one silly as always(when posing) and one sitting quite properly to have his picture taken while he says " Eeeeee e e eee e"!!!
Concentrating really hard......
SO PROUD!!! "YEA, I'm a BIG BOY!"
Not one to be left out....Sis insisted on her own personal mini photo shoot!!!

Everyone is starting to settle back down and adjusting to you being gone again (not that we like it, or that it's easy....just adjusting)...we hear Travis pull in in the truck....I know you're not there, but I still look anyways (I don't know if we can sell that thing, the soft rumble of that sweet ride pulling in puts me to peace, and starts me thinking on a lot of great memories!!!)....I really missed hearing your voice singing in sacrament today...I missed watching your sweet smile and eyes light up when I got into the car all primped and ready for church....I missed hearing a comment about the vanilla lotion I put on....and I missed cooking Sunday dinner for you, and lazily lounging about our house watching fishing movies while the children napped......it's glorious to put the kids to bed, but then I realize I'm really alone....I pace the house looking for something to occupy me, but nothing works, i'm exhausted and try to sleep but I just toss and turn...I make a nest out of pillows to try to feel snuggled that's not working either....sleeping on my side of the bed is just plain lonely, so I try the middle for a while, then end up on your side sniffing your scent on your pillow...but eventually end up back on my side because there's easier access to the bathroom.....and then it all starts over again...it's hot and muggy and I want to open the window, but I feel vulnerable, so I opt for the fan to move the air around but then I get cold and don't have you to snuggle with to keep me warm.......I sleep with the phone by my bed in case of emergencies, but mainly because I hope and pray that you'll get a moments time to find cell service so you can call me....I just want to hear your voice....remember when we were engaged and apart how we would run out of things to talk about and I would just make you stay on the line so I could hear you breath.....SO many times I'd fall asleep just listening to you, feeling close to you.....I know it's silly but I just want to listen to you breathe...to know you're there....that you're alive and well....I know I don't really need to worry, but I have an odd panicked feeling, like I've been completely cut off from you without any say in the matter (well, that's kind of what happened, even though not really!)
I just want you to know that although I miss being able to share the kid duties with you...etc....there are more important and personal things that are being missed....it's funny, the only thing I can think of to say is from Jerry Maguire...... "You complete me"....what a cliche I know, but so true...you complete me physically, you complete me emotionally and you complete me spiritually....you are my PB and I am your J!!!! We love you and miss you!
Love your little family...The 3 Musketeers