A few thoughts and ponderings...

Thinking back on being a little girl and teenager, it seemed that although I was happy- life just hadn't seemed to really start yet, I was always waiting to turn the corner and find some new adventure or experience that was just out of my reach. Well little girl, you've grown up (kind of!) and here's life....you don't have to turn a corner to find it, it will just plop in your lap!!!

This isn't a "woe is me" post, because let's face it, we're all living life and all could go on for hours about the woes of our existence....no this is more of a "gee, I feel like i'm actually getting it, and feel really smart today for living life"! I guess I just felt like I need to share a few things so that someday myself and my kids can go back and maybe learn a little something....the following than I guess should be titled "The Lesson's I've Learned from Life Plopping in My Lap"!

1. Making important decisions should always be made into a spiritual matter, not only does Heavenly Father have a plan of salvation for us, but he also has a specific life plan for us....if we ALWAYS seek to do His will and live worthy to receive inspiration pertaining to His will, then we will be blessed in time, beyond our earthly comprehension.

2. Having faith is an uplifting power. Allowing fear is a debilitating weakness.

3. Life is FULL of options....use your brain, the process of elimination, the advice of SMART friends and family,.....make a choice and get on with it.

4. Getting what you wished for is great, as long as you know what you really want before you make a wish!

5. SELF CONTROL is the key to much happiness!

6. Don't lose your education....USE your education. This includes things you learn from home, school, church, work, play and ALL other experiences you have in life....you're smarter than you think....believe in yourself, and ALWAYS believe in others.

7. We don't have to know the answers to everything.

8. Life will NEVER be "fair".

9. Being a mother is truly a gift, and the second greatest thing i'll ever do.

10. Being a wife, sealed in the temple to my husband is the GREATEST thing I will ever do. The first year of marriage I learned more about myself, the second year I learned more about him, the third year we learned about "us", the fourth and fifth years we learned about being a family as we added Carter and Owen....the rest....is yet to come! I'm so grateful that we have an eternity to continue learning, and growing together....life is so much better when you have a partner to share it with! How great is my love and my joy with him!

All about Owen

My Owen boy is a Momma's Boy!!! I LOVE IT! Carter has ALWAYS been a Daddy's girl, even as an infant she prefered to be snuggled by him, held by him and as a toddler EVERYTHING is about D-A-D!!! OH how I love that this little man at this point in time prefers his Momma!!!

We were so surprised to find out we were having a son, and even more surprised when he came two weeks early!!! He's been a little sweet ever since!

I really love my babies, those first few moments are so special and amazing, I love to hear their first cry so I can take a deep breath and know that I got them here safe and sound.
After that initial "i'm here" cry, Owen was SO quiet while the nurses were working on him...I kept having to ask if he was ok, I knew he had his lungs sucked out, and that he needed a little oxygen (pretty standard stuff) but he was SO quiet, surely there was something wrong I thought, the nurses and my mother in law and sister in law kept reassuring me as they were snapping pictures of the little guy!

At about a week old, Nana Powell whipped out her camera for a photo shoot, unfortunately this little guy is camera shy, and HATED being naked, as soon as we put clothes on him he settled down and let us take a few more pics.

Grandpa's little slugger is right! He looks like my Dad and my grandfather, although this is disputed by those who only know John's side of the family!

Owen on his blessing day. We blessed him in the bishop's office before my parent's left. Owen also goes pale when in a deep sleep so he looks like he's dressed for a funeral rather than his blessing in most of his blessing pictures.

He's usually pretty happy, but he'd just had enough picture taking for the day!

Basking in the sun. Owen was only slightly jaundiced a few days after he was born, but it cleared up quickly with a day in the sun!

At two months old he's alert and happy. He's starting to make baby coo's and smiles when he sees my face....i've been trying to find his funny bone to get his first real laugh (he chuckles in his sleep and has since he was born), but so far he's a tough nut to crack!

Taking a Sunday afternoon snooz

Carter loves Owen, but usually doesn't really involve herself with him much, she's on the go playing in her own imagination world...but lately she's enjoyed sharing her play food with him and last night had fun helping me give him a lotion massage before bed!

Brother and Sister....awwwwww....Owen loves to lay on the floor and listen and watch Carter play around him, i'm hoping they'll get along and play well when he gets a little older! What a joy it's been to have Owen added to our family, he's starting to sleep a little better at night and is a champ during the day. He's healthy and strong and just a little love. I know it sounds silly as he's still so small, but it's so much more different having a son, I never understood what my mom used to sayuntil I had two kids - that you love your children equally,just differently...I guess maybe it's just a mom thing!

I just love these two and can't wait to see what the future has in store for our little family!

All about Carter

I can't hardly believe that my baby girl is already two, and growing faster by the minute! She became a big sister on March 25th, 2011 and then had her birthday on April 6th. My mom was staying with us to help with Owen, and my Dad had just come into town to drive mom back to Oregon, so we had a quiet low key little party. Carter loves "keak", and loves to blow out candles.

She was slow getting started with unwrapping presents, but once she got the hang of it she did pretty good. She got pink Lego's (her fave gift to date), Mrs. Potato Head, books, coloring crayons and books, a princess tutu, purse and jewels, a new movie, play shoes and pink frog jammies.Our Carter is silly through and through. One of her favorite jokes is to pretend to be asleep...at random she'll close her eyes and softly snore, then peek to see if we're watching, this game can go on for hours! She thinks she's so tricky!!!

She also loves to color, even on my antique sewing machine-it's a good thing this was with chalk and wiped clean very easily!

She loves to go "sfimming", in her jumbled two year old speech she tells us about "sfimming" and "kick, kick kicking" Of course she can't really swim yet but we practice getting our face in the water, and stretching our body out and kicking our legs, she thinks it's great fun, and loves ANYTHING water....pools, bathtubs, puddles it's all the same...right???!!!

She likes to move it move it!!! Dancing is another one of Carter's favorite things, anytime there's a good dancing tune on she jumps up and starts to move it...she often will invite us to dance with her, and thinks it's great fun when we all join in!

Another one of Carter's favorites are "fwowers"....While riding in the car she can spot the most minute flower in the distance, and will exclaim "Mommy, a fwower!!!" Sometimes it takes me a minute to see what she does, this little girl has great nature eyes! I fear for my future flower beds....As soon as they bloom, the flowers will all be gone, she loves to pick them and smell them,and gift them to anyone around....what a girl!

I love my daughter, but I HATE snakes, unfortunately for me she LOVES them...so i'm doing some exposure therapy on myself to try to lessen my fear, so that I can help foster her love for slithery slimy things! This is her big stuffed snake she got as a prize on our long journey to Iowa, she also has a small rubber green snake that likes to shopping with us, as well as out to eat at restaurants.This picture pretty well sums up my daughter's personality. She's a silly, goofy, funny, lovable, independent trickster, who knows what she wants when she wants it, but has a heart of gold, and also loves to share. She has such a sweet spirit, we're truly blessed to call her our own and to have her for eternity. What a blessing she is to us, we love you Carter Grace, you bring so much happiness and joy to our lives!!!

Our 10 State Summer

As many of you know, the crazy Hansen's have up and gone on one hoopla of a summer adventure. John is working for Vivint, installing security systems. Originally we were supposed to go to Colorado, then it got changed right before we left and we were sent to Cedar Rapids Iowa....NOW, we're in Odessa Texas. I know, i'm WAY behind on updates for the kids, but let me get all of this posted, then i'll go back and post on the kiddies! So far we've visited/driven through 10 states in the last 3 weeks,and have racked up almost 2,500 miles; by the end of summer we're expecting to hit 2 or 3 more states and another 1,000 miles to get home, here's a little map showing our route to our supposed final destination of Odessa TX for the summer!!!

Most of our journeying has been steady and pleasant, with a two year old and newborn, we thought life could get a little crazy on the open road, but they've done MAGNIFICENT!!! We really have no justification in complaining about our kids...HOWEVER we have a definite right to complain about the weather we've had on the second leg of our journey from Iowa to Texas....pretty much the picture below best depicts our drive!!!


Thankfully we didn't see any of these along the road (well, there was a dark cloud that was low and reaching to the ground, but we're not storm chasers, so we didn't hang around to find out if it was a sml tornado or not!)BUT we did drive through those horrific storms you all have probably heard about that produced tornadoes throughout Kansas, Missouri, Oklahoma, Arkansas and Texas...BUT wait you say...weren't you traveling through three of those states in the last two days....why yes, my friend we did, and the whole time we were watching the sky expecting to see a tornado drop down on us at any moment!!! (more on our actual storm driving experience to come!)

But let's back up a bit and start at the beginning....ahh, here's our peaceful non-tornado Rupert Idaho....we'll be back for visits!!!

From Idaho we traveled down through Utah...

And then drove across the great state of Wyoming...we stayed that first night in Cheyenne. An Antelope should be the state's official mascot, we spotted literally HUNDREDS of them as we drove through the southern part of the state on I-80, we had a nifty system using our blinkers to point out to each other our finds that our nature eyes spotted. (oh yes, we were driving in separate cars, Carter rode with John and Owen with me)

I love this silhouette...it's plastered on EVERYTHING in Wyoming...it seems Texas isn't the only state that likes to claim that they're where real cowboys come from!

Straight across Wyoming and then into Nebraska...it's just one of those states that you know exists, but you never in your life have a reason to go to!!! What a boring drive-the highlight of our journeying through the empty lands of Nebraska were seeing TONS of wild turkeys...they should make a turkey their state bird...for the record, the state bird of Nebraska is the Western Meadowlark.

We spent night two of traveling in Lincoln Nebraska in honor of our good friends son who was born the day before (they named him Lincoln!)Ok, well the turkey's weren't the highlight of our trip, it was actually when we went through Omaha and stopped at the Winter Quarter's Temple and visitors center. What a beautiful and somber place. The Winter Quarter's cemetery is actually gated in as part of the temple grounds.Carter loves "fwowers" so we stopped to smell them on the temple grounds.

From Nebraska we wandered into Iowa, but i'll fastforward and mention our quick side trip into Illinois (as it's not a part of our actual route to TX) We wanted to go to Nauvoo, but got moved to TX before we had the chance, so we took a quick trip over to Moline Illinois to visit the John Deere Pavilion, we had a lot of fun getting in the big tractors, Carter especially liked it...SO many buttons and levers to push and move!!!Here, we find ourselves in Iowa, the highlight of my trip...at the birth place of John Wayne!!! I don't know why, but I just love John Wayne-so we took a little side trip to see where he was born. Winterset Iowa, is also the little town where much of the film "Bridges of Madison County" was filmed...although many of the bridges are still in existence, we didn't have time to visit them.We spent two weeks in Cedar Rapids Iowa. What a beautiful place, it reminded me SO much of Oregon, the only difference is that Iowa is flat, and you can see the tree tops into he horizon, where at home you have mountains and hills in the background. Sales weren't as good as they hoped, so corporate decided to send us to Texas...that threw us for a loop, were expecting to get moved into Illinois. So we left Tuesday morning, May 24th. We enjoyed our quick stop at the historic Liberty Jail.

From Missouri we traveled into Kansas, and had an annoying new experience....who knew that Kansas had a turnpike...it's quite odd driving 75 mph on the freeway, only to come to a complete stop to pay a ridiculous fee to drive on a road that's not even well maintained, to then also have to pay a fee every time you exit or get back on the freeway.....how ANNOYING!!! I do believe the total cost of driving on the turnpikes in Kansas and Oklahoma totaled $26 for our vehicles combined...RIDICULOUS!!!

Well, goodbye then Kansas and hello Oklahoma "....where the winds come sweeping down the plains...." I couldn't get the songs from the musical "Oklahoma" out of my head the whole time we were driving through!!! Well, this state's pretty boring, like unto Nebraska, but I had another first.....I saw my first armadillo!!! Now, it was dead along the road and I know to most people this isn't very exciting, but when you're driving through OK, ANYTHING is more exciting than the butt of the semi in front of you! It was also interesting that towards south OK, the dirt is red, and continues to be that way here in Texas....isn't dirt supposed to be brown??? J/K!

We paid our last toll in OK, right before we crossed the border into Texas. Unfortunately instead of being able to turn East, and drive a few hours to all of the big cities full of tourism, and excitement....we had to head west towards...well, quite frankly NOTHING!!! I kept re-setting the GPS, because I couldn't believe the route we were taking was right! Pretty much no-mans land Texas consists of dirt, cactus, dirt devils,short shrub like trees, cotton fields, oil pumps, cemeteries and a few really cordial old men, who give your two year old suckers from their barber shop down the street!

For a few days we're staying in Odessa, then it sounds like we're getting moved to Midland-apparently they're trying to work out housing accommodations that we can settle into for at least two months....hahahaha, but that's just rumor I heard from another wife of a salesman. It's quite interesting living in a place where "y'all" is a common and acceptable speech quirk, where in other places it contains a hick-like essence. Their roads make no sense, their water is undrinkable (oh, yea we drink bottled water only, they have water jug filling stations all over town, usually in the parking lot of a gas station) and it's hot as heck...BUT at least it's a dry heat and not a suffocating humid heat like in Iowa. It's flat, dry, dusty and ugly...we're in the heartland of the oil fields, and industry, so there's not much beauty unless it's at night and you can look out over the factories and plants and see all of the lights on twinkling at night. THANKFULLY Midland is a little greener, more developed, and a seemingly slightly safer place to be....having three locks on my hotel door only makes me feel slightly safer.

Seeing the red dirt in OK, and also in TX, made me think of this song...NOW it finally makes sense....I always thought "Red Dirt Road" was an odd name for a street! Hahah, I just had to laugh at myself!!! Well, anyways, we're here safe and somewhat sound, John jumped right into work-things are really hoppin down here, so he's been busy, the kids and I are trying to find a routine again, it was nice to arrive and see a few familiar faces, it's nice to have friends in the same boat with us this summer! My bet is that we stay in TX for the rest of the summer, with a few short distance moves in store...BUT who knows they might up and move us to Alaska tomorrow!!! Hahaha just kidding!!!

A little Son-Shine!!!!

We're so happy that our little man is here! I guess to save alot of repeat conversations to girlfriends and family who care to know how his birthday went i'll just do a semi detailed post so here it goes!!!

I've had chronic high BP throughout my pregnancy, but no toxemia...and Owen was doing well, so we've been sitting tight monitoring his health and activity....My original due date was April 17th....than it got moved to the 9th...than to avoid having another 9 lb baby I was scheduled to be indunced on April 5th, the day before Carter's birthday.....well....let's see at 35 weeks I was 2cm and 80% efaced....at 37 weeks I was 3cm and still 80% efaced...at my 38 week apt yesterday morning I was 5cm and 90% efaced...

Let me back up a little...we're moving to Iowa this summer because John's working for Vivint AKA Apex alarms doing installs, and he had the opportunity to go to Reno wed-sun do to some pre-season installs down there with the potential to make some good money which we definitely need, so we agreed...off he went knowing that I was a ticking pregnant time bomb/on the fast track so my Dr. had been saying for 3 weeks....

So Yesterday morning after he checked me, the Doc told me to get my stuff and stay in town at my sister in laws because he didn't want me 1/2 hour away from the hospital by myself with a two year old, and the next morning he wanted me to be induced...well we didn't have to wait for that because examining me broke my water(not hollywood style!) so he sent me straight over to the hospital.....

UNFORTUNATELY my husband was still 8 hours away....we knew his missing Owens birth was a possibility but we sure were hoping he'd make it....So long story short, I was admitted around 11:30am and sat in the hospital with my legs crossed waiting for John to get there, which he did at 6:45pm....at 4 pm I started having contractions on my own, they waited to start me on pit until John got there....which of course ramped up my labor, finally after waiting and waiting my Dr. and the anethstesiologist got out of an emergency surgery, fixed me up nice and numb only to have my blood pressure dive...I know this is a common reaction to the epidural meds but when you can't breath, you're blacking out and feeling like you're floating away on a death cloud it can kind of scare the crap out of a person and wear you out! Thank goodness after some lovely oxygen time, and some rest I perked back up just in time to VERY QUICKLY deliver our Son Shine at 10:04 pm....let's see I think a total of 3 pushes and BAM, a sweet little 7 pounder was in my arms!!! MUCH different than the 13 hour pit labor/1 hour of pushing I had with Carter.

I can't believe how much easier, and better I feel after his birth compared to Carter, I'm actually enjoying my time here in the hospital with him, it's been quiet and slow. He's having a hard time eating as his rooting/suck and swallow reflexes are pretty much non-existent, but the nurses and I have been able to get enough in him, to finally keep his blood sugar normal. Hopefully he'll start getting the hang of things...good news is his plumbing works just fine!!! One less worry eh?!

He's a sweet little fella that sleeps alot, and loves to listen to momma's voice...Carter was able to see him through the glass in the nursery and thought he was pretty neat, she counted his eyes, nose, and ears...and I even think she might have made a small connection in her brain that he was ours....Daddy was holding him up to the glass so I could go out and hug my girl....I missed her so much yesterday and last night, although I know she was in good hands and just fine, I still was such a mom and had a weepy snuggle moment with her blanket at 1 oclock this morning!

Well, anyhoo that's our story for now, we get to go home tomorrow morning, I can't wait to take more pictures and show him off, so stay posted for more!

Owen and such!!!

First I better give an Owen update!!! I had a follow up ultrasound at 33 weeks because they thought I might have placenta previa...but there are no problems thank goodness! The best part at getting to have another ultrasound of course was getting to peek at Owen's little face again! He was turned towards my right hip and had his face smashed up against my pelvis, so it was hard to get a good picutre(hence his nose looks like it's been cut off!), but thanks to a patient and kind ultrasound tech we got a few good looks! He was smiling the whole time and moving his mouth like he was talking to me, although I'm know he was just practicing his breathing, he's got a round little face like his sister did that makes me just want to pinch and kiss those cheeks! He's growing strong and healthy, what more could a mother ask for!!! Oh, I almost forgot, apparently it looks like he has a full head of hair...but i've been told such statements from ultrasound techs often are proven false...so we anxiously await!

Our last Dr. appt concluded that my actual due date should be closer to the 9th than the 17th of April, and as previously promised by the good doc, he'll be inducing me a week early, so April 5th will be this litle guys birthday!!! I joked that my kids could have the same birthday as Carter's is the 6th of April, but he assured me that we'd have a baby on the 5th, as he's starting me early in the morning! It's almost worse having an actual day guaranteed to have a baby rather than play the waiting game, it makes the countdown almost unbearable...it seems overnight i've gone from being able to sleep inbetween bathroom trips-to tossing and turning in my pillow made nest (poor John can't even get close to me at night!), all of the sudden there's NO energy in my reserve, but plenty of heart burn to go around! AT LEAST I learned from my pregnancy with Carter how little = overdoing it....so i'm learning to pace myself a little better, but boy to I feel like a bump on a log!!!

Well, on a different note, I had fun the other day doing a little creating....obviously my brain is still on the girl wave, but since these are for a church activity it's ok right?! The celebration over the organization of the Relief Society is in the form of a birthday party in our ward, and we each are to bring a 5x7 framed something to exchange as gifts, so everyone gets something.....i'm not too good at creating sophisticated things, so I thought for sure there would be a young mom with a little girl that could appreciate a little something to put on the wall in her daughter's room!

Just a few pictures...

A few people have been asking for the belly picture, so here you go, 8 months along...7 weeks to go! Bring on the countdown!!!

I needed a sewing project, so Carter got a new jumper, and I got a new apron!
One of Carter's favorite things to do! COLOR COLOR COLOR!!!

Carter reading to her "beebee", Ok, so it's actually a rubber Mrs. Pillsbury that I somehow inherited from my grandma, she LOVES it though and packs it around and feeds it crackers and bottles...funny thing is she has a real baby doll, that she almost could care less about!

Looking like a bag lady...when asked to go get her shoes....Carter will always choose her irrigation boots, she also loves to wear her hat that Aunt Hailey made her for Christmas...and let's not forget, a "must" accesory, her "Jesus loves me" necklace from nursery!

Giving her baby and horse a ride around the house, with crazy nap time hair!

Spending some time outside with mom and dad, while the weather decided to be sunny and bright!!!

Face grafiti! At least she comes to show me when she does something naughty, this one I couldn't stop laughing at, we'll call this her tiger face!